she is there
she is real
i am not

i am words on a screen

Nobody works through Christmas/New Years period 27, 28, 29 and 30. ...
everybody starts their holiday from the 22nd!

I am angry and regretful .. but I am also scared of the recession and raising unemployment rates.
My boss is exploiting me so much, I don't know what to do.
 

What's next?

I'm going nowhere

Some people want to shine, for fame and fortune ... everything and be the brightest
Do you know what it feels like to see other people living your dreams.. and you, all you do is dwindle around waiting for your chance ...

I don't want a career, I just want to live

Daydreaming everyday..
I feel like a ghost.

It's been fun not having to wake up in the mornings.. but this is starting to get to me.
June went by too fast.. I need more motivation.

Got my wisdom teeth out and got my braces on.
My orthodontist say that's about all the pain there is in the whole process, now all we do is sit and wait.
I will start the count down - Tuesday next week will be one week less from 18 months..
The discomfort is slowly easing off, hopefully by next Monday I'll be all good.

Perfect teeth in 2010.

This is my first post.

Doesn't contain much... because I am shy.